December 
                                                                          17, 
                                                                          2004 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Back 
                                                                          again.  
                                                                          Burned 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          last 
                                                                          batch 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          fudge.  
                                                                          It was 
                                                                          bizarre.  
                                                                          Fudge 
                                                                          not 
                                                                          boiling 
                                                                          yet, 
                                                                          sat 
                                                                          down 
                                                                          for 3 
                                                                          minutes, 
                                                                          got up 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          check 
                                                                          it and 
                                                                          it was 
                                                                          seriously 
                                                                          charred 
                                                                          BUT 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          brand 
                                                                          new 
                                                                          candy 
                                                                          thermometer 
                                                                          still 
                                                                          read 
                                                                          10 
                                                                          degrees 
                                                                          below 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          temp 
                                                                          where 
                                                                          I 
                                                                          should 
                                                                          take 
                                                                          it off 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          stove.  
                                                                          That's 
                                                                          after 
                                                                          three 
                                                                          perfect 
                                                                          batches. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Stupid 
                                                                          Diet. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          No 
                                                                          doubt, 
                                                                          my 
                                                                          share 
                                                                          was in 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          pan. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Now 
                                                                          just 
                                                                          popcorn 
                                                                          balls, 
                                                                          divinity, 
                                                                          potato 
                                                                          candy 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          Rice 
                                                                          Krispie 
                                                                          treats 
                                                                          to go. 
                                                                          
                                                                           
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Got 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          kids 
                                                                          all 
                                                                          finished 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          their 
                                                                          own 
                                                                          Christmas 
                                                                          shopping.  
                                                                          They 
                                                                          got to 
                                                                          spend 
                                                                          $3-4 
                                                                          each 
                                                                          on 
                                                                          each 
                                                                          other.   
                                                                          It was 
                                                                          fun.  
                                                                          Got 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          ornaments 
                                                                          made, 
                                                                          which 
                                                                          was 
                                                                          also 
                                                                          fun.  
                                                                          Tomorrow 
                                                                          morning, 
                                                                          we'll 
                                                                          frost 
                                                                          sugar 
                                                                          cookies, 
                                                                          then 
                                                                          I'll 
                                                                          go to 
                                                                          town 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          finalize 
                                                                          before 
                                                                          Santa 
                                                                          comes 
                                                                          tomorrow 
                                                                          night. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          The 
                                                                          Mercury 
                                                                          Retrograde 
                                                                          (link 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          below) 
                                                                          has 
                                                                          everyone 
                                                                          saying 
                                                                          really 
                                                                          weird 
                                                                          shit. 
                                                                          It's 
                                                                          fairly 
                                                                          interesting 
                                                                          as 
                                                                          long 
                                                                          as I'm 
                                                                          not on 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          receiving 
                                                                          end of 
                                                                          some 
                                                                          whack 
                                                                          job 
                                                                          whine 
                                                                          fest.  
                                                                          It's 
                                                                          bizarre 
                                                                          how 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          particular 
                                                                          retrograde 
                                                                          gains 
                                                                          a lot 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          power 
                                                                          right 
                                                                          as 
                                                                          it's 
                                                                          going 
                                                                          direct 
                                                                          again 
                                                                          (on 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          20th).  
                                                                          It's 
                                                                          like a 
                                                                          last 
                                                                          hurrah. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Heard 
                                                                          back 
                                                                          from 
                                                                          Broker 
                                                                          #2, 
                                                                          who 
                                                                          spoke 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          Appraiser 
                                                                          #2 who 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          evidently 
                                                                          more 
                                                                          familiar 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          comps 
                                                                          in 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          area 
                                                                          than 
                                                                          Appraiser 
                                                                          #1 and 
                                                                          therefore, 
                                                                          Broker 
                                                                          #1.  
                                                                          Broker 
                                                                          #2 
                                                                          seemed 
                                                                          extremely 
                                                                          confident 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          he 
                                                                          could 
                                                                          get an 
                                                                          appraisal 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          would 
                                                                          work 
                                                                          out 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          us, so 
                                                                          Broker 
                                                                          #1 is 
                                                                          likely 
                                                                          going 
                                                                          to not 
                                                                          hear 
                                                                          from 
                                                                          us for 
                                                                          a bit.  
                                                                          Broker 
                                                                          #2 
                                                                          said 
                                                                          we 
                                                                          would 
                                                                          likely 
                                                                          hear 
                                                                          from 
                                                                          Appraiser 
                                                                          #2 to 
                                                                          set up 
                                                                          an 
                                                                          appointment 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          she 
                                                                          does 
                                                                          her 
                                                                          homework 
                                                                          so 
                                                                          well 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          she 
                                                                          won't 
                                                                          even 
                                                                          come 
                                                                          up for 
                                                                          an 
                                                                          appointment 
                                                                          unless 
                                                                          she is 
                                                                          sure 
                                                                          she 
                                                                          can 
                                                                          get us 
                                                                          a good 
                                                                          appraisal.  
                                                                          That 
                                                                          works 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          me.  
                                                                          And of 
                                                                          course, 
                                                                          we're 
                                                                          supposed 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          hear 
                                                                          from 
                                                                          Appraiser 
                                                                          #2 
                                                                          when?  
                                                                          On 
                                                                          Monday, 
                                                                          when 
                                                                          Mercury 
                                                                          goes 
                                                                          direct.
                                                                           :)  
                                                                          After 
                                                                          two 
                                                                          weeks, 
                                                                          that's 
                                                                          when 
                                                                          it 
                                                                          finally 
                                                                          starts 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          swing 
                                                                          into 
                                                                          action 
                                                                          again. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          If you 
                                                                          happen 
                                                                          to be 
                                                                          tracking 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          candy 
                                                                          making 
                                                                          progress, 
                                                                          we are 
                                                                          at the 
                                                                          pause 
                                                                          in 
                                                                          which 
                                                                          pans 
                                                                          soak 
                                                                          after 
                                                                          Rice 
                                                                          Krispie 
                                                                          treats 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          caramelized, 
                                                                          charcoaled 
                                                                          would-have-been-peanut-butter-fudge 
                                                                          has 
                                                                          adhered 
                                                                          unforgiving 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          them.  
                                                                          A 
                                                                          little 
                                                                          soak 
                                                                          should 
                                                                          do 
                                                                          them 
                                                                          well.  
                                                                          I was 
                                                                          going 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          move 
                                                                          headlong 
                                                                          into 
                                                                          divinity, 
                                                                          popcorn 
                                                                          balls 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          potato 
                                                                          candy, 
                                                                          but 
                                                                          each 
                                                                          one is 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          process 
                                                                          in and 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          itself 
                                                                          and I 
                                                                          made a 
                                                                          promise 
                                                                          to me 
                                                                          that I 
                                                                          would 
                                                                          be in 
                                                                          bed by 
                                                                          1am, 
                                                                          so I'm 
                                                                          going 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          leave 
                                                                          it at 
                                                                          washing 
                                                                          these 
                                                                          pans, 
                                                                          then 
                                                                          do the 
                                                                          rest 
                                                                          tomorrow.  
                                                                          Eric 
                                                                          won't 
                                                                          likely 
                                                                          be up 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          around 
                                                                          until 
                                                                          after 
                                                                          10 
                                                                          anyway 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          kiddies 
                                                                          will 
                                                                          present 
                                                                          sometime 
                                                                          between 
                                                                          5:30 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          7:00am. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          The 
                                                                          sugar 
                                                                          cookies 
                                                                          are 
                                                                          already 
                                                                          baked 
                                                                          (thank 
                                                                          you, 
                                                                          Miss 
                                                                          Delena), 
                                                                          so 
                                                                          I'll 
                                                                          just 
                                                                          make 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          buttercream 
                                                                          frosting 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          hand 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          kids 
                                                                          butter 
                                                                          knives 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          sprinkle 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          them 
                                                                          go for 
                                                                          it.  
                                                                          While 
                                                                          they 
                                                                          are 
                                                                          doing 
                                                                          that, 
                                                                          I can 
                                                                          set 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          syrup 
                                                                          boiling 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          popcorn 
                                                                          balls 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          divinity 
                                                                          while 
                                                                          I 
                                                                          start 
                                                                          boiling 
                                                                          potatoes 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          potato 
                                                                          candy.  
                                                                          One 
                                                                          goal I 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          year 
                                                                          is to 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          all of 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          Christmas 
                                                                          cooking 
                                                                          actually 
                                                                          done 
                                                                          by the 
                                                                          morning 
                                                                          we 
                                                                          open 
                                                                          presents.  
                                                                          For 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          past 
                                                                          several 
                                                                          years, 
                                                                          I've 
                                                                          been 
                                                                          slacking 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          haven't 
                                                                          gotten 
                                                                          some 
                                                                          of the 
                                                                          candy 
                                                                          made 
                                                                          until 
                                                                          days 
                                                                          after.  
                                                                          It's a 
                                                                          task, 
                                                                          that's 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          sure. 
                                                                          
                                                                           
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Just 
                                                                          tonight's 
                                                                          makings 
                                                                          used 
                                                                          up 
                                                                          nearly 
                                                                          2 
                                                                          pounds 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          butter, 
                                                                          2 bags 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          marshmallows, 
                                                                          a box 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          Rice 
                                                                          Krispies 
                                                                          and 12 
                                                                          cups 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          sugar.  
                                                                          Yes, 
                                                                          folks, 
                                                                          every 
                                                                          Winter 
                                                                          Solstice, 
                                                                          I 
                                                                          poison 
                                                                          my 
                                                                          kids a 
                                                                          bit.  
                                                                          A lot 
                                                                          of it 
                                                                          will 
                                                                          go 
                                                                          home 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          David, 
                                                                          who 
                                                                          will 
                                                                          take 
                                                                          some 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          Josh 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          his 
                                                                          family. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          I have 
                                                                          two 
                                                                          big 
                                                                          goals 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          tomorrow, 
                                                                          in 
                                                                          addition 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          getting 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          rest 
                                                                          of the 
                                                                          kids' 
                                                                          shopping 
                                                                          done. 
                                                                          One is 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          find 
                                                                          iron 
                                                                          on 
                                                                          transfer 
                                                                          paper 
                                                                          for my 
                                                                          printer 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          other 
                                                                          is to 
                                                                          get a 
                                                                          copy 
                                                                          of the 
                                                                          Barbie 
                                                                          DVD, 
                                                                          "Princess 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          Pauper," 
                                                                          which 
                                                                          I 
                                                                          promised 
                                                                          to the 
                                                                          Grandgirls. 
                                                                          
                                                                           
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          The 
                                                                          survey 
                                                                          that I 
                                                                          filled 
                                                                          out 
                                                                          below 
                                                                          was 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          third 
                                                                          time 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          week 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          subject 
                                                                          of "if 
                                                                          I had 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars" 
                                                                          has 
                                                                          come 
                                                                          up.  
                                                                          Personally, 
                                                                          I 
                                                                          think 
                                                                          it is 
                                                                          an 
                                                                          omen.  
                                                                          :) 
                                                                          
                                                                           
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          To 
                                                                          wit, I 
                                                                          am 
                                                                          dedicating 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          song, 
                                                                          "If I 
                                                                          Had A 
                                                                          Million 
                                                                          Dollars," 
                                                                          by 
                                                                          Barenaked 
                                                                          Ladies, 
                                                                          to the 
                                                                          powers 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          be so-est 
                                                                          they 
                                                                          might 
                                                                          see 
                                                                          fit to 
                                                                          grant 
                                                                          me my 
                                                                          own 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars.  
                                                                          And 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          that, 
                                                                          I have 
                                                                          just 
                                                                          enough 
                                                                          time 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          scrub 
                                                                          out 
                                                                          heavy 
                                                                          pots 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          get to 
                                                                          bed by 
                                                                          1am. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Happy 
                                                                          weekend, 
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Katrina 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          (If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars) 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you a 
                                                                          house 
                                                                          (I 
                                                                          would 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you a 
                                                                          house) 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          (If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars) 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          furniture 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          house 
                                                                          (Maybe 
                                                                          a nice 
                                                                          chesterfield 
                                                                          or an 
                                                                          ottoman) 
                                                                          And if 
                                                                          I had 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          (If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars) 
                                                                          Well, 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you a 
                                                                          K-Car 
                                                                          (A 
                                                                          nice 
                                                                          Reliant 
                                                                          automobile) 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          love 
                                                                           
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          build 
                                                                          a tree 
                                                                          fort 
                                                                          in our 
                                                                          yard 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          You 
                                                                          could 
                                                                          help, 
                                                                          it 
                                                                          wouldn't 
                                                                          be 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          hard 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          Maybe 
                                                                          we 
                                                                          could 
                                                                          put 
                                                                          like a 
                                                                          little 
                                                                          tiny 
                                                                          fridge 
                                                                          in 
                                                                          there 
                                                                          somewhere 
                                                                          You 
                                                                          know, 
                                                                          we 
                                                                          could 
                                                                          just 
                                                                          go up 
                                                                          there 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          hang 
                                                                          out 
                                                                          Like 
                                                                          open 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          fridge 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          stuff 
                                                                          There 
                                                                          would 
                                                                          already 
                                                                          be 
                                                                          laid 
                                                                          out 
                                                                          foods 
                                                                          for us 
                                                                          Like 
                                                                          little 
                                                                          pre-wrapped 
                                                                          sausages 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          things 
                                                                           
                                                                          They 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          pre-wrapped 
                                                                          sausages 
                                                                          but 
                                                                          they 
                                                                          don't 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          pre-wrapped 
                                                                          bacon 
                                                                          Well, 
                                                                          can 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          blame 
                                                                          'em 
                                                                          Uh, 
                                                                          yeah 
                                                                           
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          (If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars) 
                                                                          Well, 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you a 
                                                                          fur 
                                                                          coat 
                                                                          (But 
                                                                          not a 
                                                                          real 
                                                                          fur 
                                                                          coat 
                                                                          that's 
                                                                          cruel) 
                                                                          And if 
                                                                          I had 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          (If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars) 
                                                                          Well, 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you an 
                                                                          exotic 
                                                                          pet 
                                                                          (Yep, 
                                                                          like a 
                                                                          llama 
                                                                          or an 
                                                                          emu) 
                                                                          And if 
                                                                          I had 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          (If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars) 
                                                                          Well, 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          John 
                                                                          Merrick's 
                                                                          remains 
                                                                          (Ooh, 
                                                                          all 
                                                                          them 
                                                                          crazy 
                                                                          elephant 
                                                                          bones) 
                                                                          And If 
                                                                          I had 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          love 
                                                                           
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          We 
                                                                          wouldn't 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          walk 
                                                                          to the 
                                                                          store 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          Now, 
                                                                          we'd 
                                                                          take a 
                                                                          limousine 
                                                                          'cause 
                                                                          it 
                                                                          costs 
                                                                          more 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          We 
                                                                          wouldn't 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          to eat 
                                                                          Kraft 
                                                                          Dinner 
                                                                          But we 
                                                                          would 
                                                                          eat 
                                                                          Kraft 
                                                                          Dinner 
                                                                          Of 
                                                                          course 
                                                                          we 
                                                                          would, 
                                                                          we’d 
                                                                          just 
                                                                          eat 
                                                                          more 
                                                                          And 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          really 
                                                                          expensive 
                                                                          ketchups 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          it 
                                                                          That’s 
                                                                          right, 
                                                                          all 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          fanciest 
                                                                          ke... 
                                                                          dijon 
                                                                          ketchups! 
                                                                          Mmmmmm, 
                                                                          Mmmm-Hmmm 
                                                                           
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          (If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars) 
                                                                          Well, 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you a 
                                                                          green 
                                                                          dress 
                                                                          (But 
                                                                          not a 
                                                                          real 
                                                                          green 
                                                                          dress, 
                                                                          that's 
                                                                          cruel) 
                                                                          And if 
                                                                          I had 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          (If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars) 
                                                                          Well, 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          some 
                                                                          art 
                                                                          (A 
                                                                          Picasso 
                                                                          or a 
                                                                          Garfunkel) 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          (If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars) 
                                                                          Well, 
                                                                          I'd 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          you a 
                                                                          monkey 
                                                                          (Haven't 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          always 
                                                                          wanted 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          monkey) 
                                                                           
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          I’d 
                                                                          buy 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          love 
                                                                           
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars, 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars, 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          If I 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          I'd be 
                                                                          rich 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Just a 
                                                                          quick 
                                                                          note 
                                                                          before 
                                                                          I 
                                                                          start 
                                                                          cleaning 
                                                                          like 
                                                                          mad, 
                                                                          doing 
                                                                          Christmas 
                                                                          cooking 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          taking 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          kiddies 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          town 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          Christmas 
                                                                          shop 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          each 
                                                                          other. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          I hope 
                                                                          all of 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          have a 
                                                                          wonderful 
                                                                          weekend, 
                                                                          filled 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          Joy 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          Miracles. 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          We 
                                                                          will 
                                                                          be 
                                                                          celebrating 
                                                                          on 
                                                                          Sunday 
                                                                          morning, 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          weekend 
                                                                          day 
                                                                          closest 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          actual 
                                                                          Solstice.  
                                                                          Kids 
                                                                          are 
                                                                          allowed 
                                                                          to get 
                                                                          out of 
                                                                          bed at 
                                                                          6 and 
                                                                          wake 
                                                                          us up.  
                                                                          Friends 
                                                                          are 
                                                                          coming 
                                                                          up 
                                                                          Saturday 
                                                                          night 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          David 
                                                                          will 
                                                                          be 
                                                                          spending 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          night 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          watch 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          kids 
                                                                          open 
                                                                          presents. 
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                         
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Today, 
                                                                          I am 
                                                                          (finally) 
                                                                          doing 
                                                                          Christmas 
                                                                          cooking, 
                                                                          cleaning 
                                                                          house 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          taking 
                                                                          kids 
                                                                          shopping 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          each 
                                                                          other.  
                                                                          Well, 
                                                                          they 
                                                                          aren't 
                                                                          buying 
                                                                          each 
                                                                          other, 
                                                                          they 
                                                                          are 
                                                                          buying 
                                                                          GIFTS 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          each 
                                                                          other.  
                                                                          It 
                                                                          will 
                                                                          just 
                                                                          be the 
                                                                          little 
                                                                          boys.  
                                                                          Delena 
                                                                          did 
                                                                          her 
                                                                          shopping 
                                                                          last 
                                                                          weekend.  
                                                                          Tomorrow, 
                                                                          I go 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          town 
                                                                          alone 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          finish 
                                                                          up.  
                                                                          I am 
                                                                          excited 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          some 
                                                                          time 
                                                                          on my 
                                                                          own, 
                                                                          but I 
                                                                          missed 
                                                                          Christmas 
                                                                          shopping 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          Eric 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          year. 
                                                                          I may 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          take 
                                                                          him 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          me by 
                                                                          cell 
                                                                          phone 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          walk 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          aisles 
                                                                          together.  
                                                                          :) 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          New 
                                                                          friends 
                                                                          are 
                                                                          visiting 
                                                                          Sunday 
                                                                          afternoon, 
                                                                          so 
                                                                          overall, 
                                                                          it 
                                                                          promises 
                                                                          to be 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          joyful 
                                                                          weekend. 
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                         
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Still 
                                                                          nothing 
                                                                          on the 
                                                                          refi.  
                                                                          We 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          consulted 
                                                                          with a 
                                                                          different 
                                                                          broker 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          appraiser 
                                                                          who 
                                                                          are 
                                                                          very 
                                                                          optimistic 
                                                                          and I 
                                                                          think 
                                                                          between 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          four 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          them, 
                                                                          we are 
                                                                          good 
                                                                          to go.  
                                                                          I keep 
                                                                          feeling 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          being 
                                                                          booted 
                                                                          out 
                                                                          for a 
                                                                          reason 
                                                                          to a 
                                                                          later 
                                                                          time 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          that 
                                                                          all 
                                                                          these 
                                                                          delays 
                                                                          are in 
                                                                          our 
                                                                          favor.  
                                                                          Since 
                                                                          we are 
                                                                          in a
                                                                          
                                                                          Mercury 
                                                                          retrograde 
                                                                          until 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          20th, 
                                                                          I 
                                                                          fully 
                                                                          expect 
                                                                          to be 
                                                                          hearing 
                                                                          some 
                                                                          very 
                                                                          good 
                                                                          news 
                                                                          by the 
                                                                          end of 
                                                                          next 
                                                                          week.  
                                                                          So 
                                                                          don't 
                                                                          worry, 
                                                                          Sandra!!  
                                                                          (Mom 
                                                                          loves 
                                                                          you!) 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Today 
                                                                          is my 
                                                                          last 
                                                                          day 
                                                                          alone 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          Dylan, 
                                                                          unless 
                                                                          he's 
                                                                          sick 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          home 
                                                                          from 
                                                                          school 
                                                                          at 
                                                                          some 
                                                                          point.  
                                                                          We've 
                                                                          celebrated 
                                                                          together 
                                                                          a bit.  
                                                                          I'll 
                                                                          miss 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          time 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          him, 
                                                                          but we 
                                                                          are 
                                                                          going 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          both 
                                                                          have a 
                                                                          ball 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          our 
                                                                          new 
                                                                          lives. 
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                         
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Time 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          start 
                                                                          cleaning 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          cooking!  
                                                                          :)  
                                                                          I feel 
                                                                          so 
                                                                          excited, 
                                                                          so 
                                                                          happy 
                                                                          and so 
                                                                          filled 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          Christmas 
                                                                          spirit!  
                                                                          Part 
                                                                          of me 
                                                                          still 
                                                                          believes 
                                                                          in 
                                                                          Santa 
                                                                          and I 
                                                                          know 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          going 
                                                                          to be 
                                                                          a
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                           
                                                                          
                                                                          wonderful 
                                                                          Solstice. 
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                         
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Peace, 
                                                                          love 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          joy to 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          all.  
                                                                          See 
                                                                          you on 
                                                                          Monday 
                                                                          or 
                                                                          Tuesday! 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                          Meanwhile, 
                                                                          here 
                                                                          is my 
                                                                          "getting 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          know 
                                                                          you" 
                                                                          survey: 
                                                                        
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          1. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          time 
                                                                          did 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          get up 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          morning? 
                                                                          5:30am 
                                                                           
                                                                          2. 
                                                                          Diamonds 
                                                                          or 
                                                                          pearls? 
                                                                          diamonds 
                                                                           
                                                                          3. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          was 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          last 
                                                                          film 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          saw at 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          cinema? 
                                                                          Shark 
                                                                          Tale 
                                                                           
                                                                          4. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          favorite 
                                                                          TV 
                                                                          show? 
                                                                          Dead 
                                                                          Like 
                                                                          Me, 
                                                                          Scrubs, 
                                                                          The 
                                                                          Dead 
                                                                          Zone 
                                                                           
                                                                          5. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          did 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          for 
                                                                          breakfast? 
                                                                          chicken 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          pork 
                                                                          chops 
                                                                           
                                                                          6. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          middle 
                                                                          name? 
                                                                          Marie 
                                                                           
                                                                          7. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          favorite 
                                                                          cuisine? 
                                                                          Steakhouse, 
                                                                          Mongolian 
                                                                          BBQ, 
                                                                          Good 
                                                                          Authentic 
                                                                          Mexican, 
                                                                          Italian 
                                                                          as 
                                                                          long 
                                                                          as it 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          well 
                                                                          prepared 
                                                                          Chicken 
                                                                          Alfredo 
                                                                           
                                                                          8. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          foods 
                                                                          do you 
                                                                          dislike? 
                                                                          Lots!! 
                                                                          All 
                                                                          condiments 
                                                                          except 
                                                                          butter, 
                                                                          salt 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          pepper 
                                                                          (no 
                                                                          ketchup, 
                                                                          no 
                                                                          mustard, 
                                                                          no 
                                                                          mayo, 
                                                                          no 
                                                                          relish, 
                                                                          no 
                                                                          salad 
                                                                          dressing, 
                                                                          etc), 
                                                                          broccoli, 
                                                                          tomatoes, 
                                                                          pancakes, 
                                                                          spaghetti 
                                                                          sauce, 
                                                                          cheese 
                                                                          (ok if 
                                                                          hot 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          cooked 
                                                                          onto 
                                                                          something, 
                                                                          like 
                                                                          pizza 
                                                                          or 
                                                                          potato 
                                                                          skins), 
                                                                          pies 
                                                                          (except 
                                                                          pumpkin, 
                                                                          strawberry 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          toll 
                                                                          house), 
                                                                          asparagus, 
                                                                          cooked 
                                                                          cabbage, 
                                                                          cole 
                                                                          slaw, 
                                                                          kraut, 
                                                                          olives, 
                                                                          corned 
                                                                          beef, 
                                                                          I mean 
                                                                          it 
                                                                          just 
                                                                          goes 
                                                                          on and 
                                                                          on and 
                                                                          on... 
                                                                           
                                                                          9. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          favorite 
                                                                          chip 
                                                                          flavor? 
                                                                          plain 
                                                                           
                                                                          10. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          favorite 
                                                                          CD at 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          moment? 
                                                                          O 
                                                                          Brother 
                                                                          Where 
                                                                          Art 
                                                                          Thou 
                                                                          soundtrack, 
                                                                          followed 
                                                                          closely 
                                                                          by the 
                                                                          soundtrack 
                                                                          of the 
                                                                          Buff 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          Vampire 
                                                                          Slayer 
                                                                          episode 
                                                                          "Once 
                                                                          More 
                                                                          With 
                                                                          Feeling." 
                                                                           
                                                                          11. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          kind 
                                                                          of car 
                                                                          do 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          drive? 
                                                                          Jeep 
                                                                          Liberty 
                                                                           
                                                                          12. 
                                                                          Favorite 
                                                                          sandwich? 
                                                                          Steak, 
                                                                          plain 
                                                                          or a 
                                                                          good 
                                                                          burger
                                                                           
                                                                           
                                                                          13. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          characteristics 
                                                                          do you 
                                                                          despise? 
                                                                          Lying, 
                                                                          posturing, 
                                                                          cruelty, 
                                                                          teasing 
                                                                           
                                                                          14. 
                                                                          Favorite 
                                                                          item 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          clothing? 
                                                                          My 
                                                                          fleece 
                                                                          robe 
                                                                           
                                                                          15. If 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          could 
                                                                          go 
                                                                          anywhere 
                                                                          in the 
                                                                          world 
                                                                          on 
                                                                          vacation, 
                                                                          where 
                                                                          would 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          go? 
                                                                          Kentucky 
                                                                          to see 
                                                                          my 
                                                                          family, 
                                                                          Houston 
                                                                          to see 
                                                                          friends, 
                                                                          Disneyland, 
                                                                          Victoria 
                                                                          Canada 
                                                                          to see 
                                                                          Joe 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          Sandra 
                                                                           
                                                                          16. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          color 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          bathroom? 
                                                                          green 
                                                                          and 
                                                                          white 
                                                                           
                                                                          17. 
                                                                          Favorite 
                                                                          brand 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          clothing? 
                                                                          Oh 
                                                                          please. 
                                                                          Who 
                                                                          really 
                                                                          cares 
                                                                          about 
                                                                          brand 
                                                                          names? 
                                                                          I just 
                                                                          like 
                                                                          pretty 
                                                                          clothes. 
                                                                           
                                                                          18. 
                                                                          Where 
                                                                          would 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          retire 
                                                                          to? My 
                                                                          family 
                                                                          room. 
                                                                           
                                                                          19. 
                                                                          Favorite 
                                                                          time 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          day? 
                                                                          dark 
                                                                          of 
                                                                          night 
                                                                           
                                                                          20. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          was 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          most 
                                                                          memorable 
                                                                          birthday? 
                                                                          One 
                                                                          year, 
                                                                          my 
                                                                          coven 
                                                                          gave 
                                                                          me a 
                                                                          wonderful 
                                                                          birthday 
                                                                          party. 
                                                                          That 
                                                                          was 
                                                                          probably 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          best. 
                                                                           
                                                                          21. 
                                                                          Where 
                                                                          were 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          born? 
                                                                          Augusta, 
                                                                          Kentucky 
                                                                           
                                                                          22. 
                                                                          Favorite 
                                                                          sport 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          watch? 
                                                                          *cough*splutter* 
                                                                          We 
                                                                          don't 
                                                                          say 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          "s" 
                                                                          word 
                                                                          in my 
                                                                          house. 
                                                                           
                                                                          23.. 
                                                                          Who do 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          least 
                                                                          expect 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          send 
                                                                          this 
                                                                          back 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          you? 
                                                                          I'm 
                                                                          only 
                                                                          sending 
                                                                          it to 
                                                                          Karen. 
                                                                          OK, 
                                                                          I'll 
                                                                          put it 
                                                                          in my 
                                                                          journal. 
                                                                          Who am 
                                                                          I 
                                                                          kidding. 
                                                                           
                                                                          24. 
                                                                          Person 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          expect 
                                                                          to 
                                                                          send 
                                                                          it 
                                                                          back 
                                                                          first? 
                                                                          Pfft, 
                                                                          I 
                                                                          dunno 
                                                                           
                                                                          25. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          fabric 
                                                                          detergent 
                                                                          do you 
                                                                          use? 
                                                                          Whatever 
                                                                          is on 
                                                                          sale 
                                                                           
                                                                          26. 
                                                                          Coke 
                                                                          or 
                                                                          Pepsi? 
                                                                          Coke, 
                                                                          but 
                                                                          really 
                                                                          Dr 
                                                                          Pepper 
                                                                           
                                                                          27. 
                                                                          Are 
                                                                          you a 
                                                                          morning 
                                                                          person 
                                                                          or 
                                                                          night 
                                                                          owl? 
                                                                          Night, 
                                                                          forced 
                                                                          to be 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          morning 
                                                                          person 
                                                                          by 
                                                                          circumstance 
                                                                           
                                                                          28. 
                                                                          What 
                                                                          is 
                                                                          your 
                                                                          shoe 
                                                                          size? 
                                                                          8-9. 
                                                                           
                                                                          29. Do 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          have 
                                                                          any 
                                                                          pets? 
                                                                          Two 
                                                                          cats, 
                                                                          fish, 
                                                                          two 
                                                                          turtles 
                                                                           
                                                                          30. 
                                                                          Favorite 
                                                                          coffee? 
                                                                          Don't 
                                                                          do 
                                                                          coffee 
                                                                          at all 
                                                                           
                                                                          31. 
                                                                          Favorite 
                                                                          holiday? 
                                                                          Halloween, 
                                                                          then 
                                                                          Christmas 
                                                                           
                                                                          32. If 
                                                                          you 
                                                                          had a 
                                                                          million 
                                                                          dollars 
                                                                          what 
                                                                          would 
                                                                          you do 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          it? 
                                                                          Payoff 
                                                                          my 
                                                                          house, 
                                                                          invest 
                                                                          a 
                                                                          little, 
                                                                          give 
                                                                          each 
                                                                          of my 
                                                                          older 
                                                                          3 kids 
                                                                          $10,000, 
                                                                          play 
                                                                          with 
                                                                          the 
                                                                          rest. 
                                                                        
                                                                          
                                                                          
                                                                            
                                                                        
                                                                        
                                                                        
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